I didn't remember you when you were a baby , but I remember us eating sandwiches in the sitting room  ,when we were toddlers watching tv. I remember going to swim at the keswicks . Doing silly walks into the pool. Watching 80s videos  like bedknobs and broomsticks and robinhood . Going to primary school and the tree falling down in front of our taxi . The day Michael fish said it wasn't windy !!. Going to hollow barn and choosing our bedrooms . Going up to Scotland together ,and getting money from nana for sweets on the corner shop .our holidays to butlins.  Where neither of us were safe from Stephen in the morning 😂, with his plastic rounders bat or golf club to wake us up. Then going to moreton together grab a granny on a Tuesday.  You were my maid of honour . You came and saw lara a hour after she was born. You were so proud to have a niece.  Then we had holidays together at butlins with my kids . You always came to help me when they were young on a Wednesday as that was your day off. And to help with anna.  You used to take your glasses off , so anna didn't know the difference.  I am going to truly miss you . I so lucky we did so much together.  Intill we met again ❤